hello everyone. a quick summary of how things have been so far.GREAT.
i cant really remember if i had post this in my previous entry, im gonna say it anyways.
i've decided not to join the police force after giving it alot of thought on the night of the 2nd panel interview. i had my reasons which were to me very valid and sufficient to actually end this enrolment thing. but not everyone seems to be on the same page as me. no matter how much i explain it to you or to anyone else in front of you, you still choose the fact that im lazy and i tend to do alot of things halfway. fuck. i know ah there alot of things in the past i do halfway but all of which i felt i had valid reasons. TP, i had no interest at all and i just can't cope with the math. CAR, at that point of time i see no point of taking it. fuck. but you just choose to say i dont show positive attitude in what do.fuck. painful la sia. especially coming from you. but nonetheless im going to use this as a motivational tool to prove you wrong. no need for heated arguements, no need for grudges. i'll just have to show you results.well now im a quarter into succeeding it so yeah wish me luck.
other than that life has been pretty much great all thanks to bb.(: she makes my world go round.she makes all the difference in making my life good. she makes me stronger.all in all i love my baby so much!(=
oh oh. and my vow to stop all the nonsense seems to be in good shape. no temptations thus far. shall keep it that for as long as possible if not forever.
i want to be loyal to you. i want to think about you all the time. i want to seek forgiveness for all my sins everynight.i want to pray to you everyday for you are the almighty and there is no god other than allah s.w.t.
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