.I gotta whisper.

its really good to hear your voice saying my name, it sounds so sweet.

(:

i adore you.that what it means.i think so.haha.

my feet is killing me. my tits are aching.my eyes are burning. my ears are tired.

did you guys know after a night of clubbing, it takes about 3 days for your ears to recover totally. well that is some did you know questions. random

it was wierd last night.no matter how hard to ignore, it just crept in. couldnt stop myself from letting my senses run wild.

HEY. MY UNDERWEAR IS WET.WANT TO PEEK?

.Good riddance.

i think i got the wrong person.

but my philosphy stays.

Parading to the lord

Be like you all have been.
i prefer that way.
not caring.
i prefer that way.
not knowing.
i prefer that way.
now that you tried to "care" you're just making things worst.
dont try understanding me.
i wont let you all.cause this is how things suppose to be
i prefer how i could do anything and not care what people would say.
wadnering around aimlessly looking for people to talk to.
finding one and just sit down and waste away the hours.


i find out one thing.
you're the one adding fuel to the carnage.
waiting to explode whilst within me implodes.
with fiery and anger.
just walk away and mind your own problems.
dont have to worry i got a map with me and a compass.
ill find my way and will never get lost.if i do i know who to look for.




god.

You're all that i want

You're everything.

I walked so far only to find that you are so near.
i climbed so high only to find that you are here.
sitting close you held me.
feeling so lonely it wasnt suppose to be.
cause youre here
cause youre here


stop it will you?
i won't listen to anything.
i will keep my ears shut.not trying to be rude but not wanting to know anything. cause i know it'll make me move.move to make you feel better. but its not suppose to be that way. you need to settle down and calculate youre desires.its so far fetched that even i cant give it to you

Worries are not worth it..

Retrack back all my tracks,throw it all away i will to ensure everyone is happy. talk all you like cause i dont really give a shit.

i've been doing this for 19 years and why now should i change. you all need to understand me cause ive been spending the last dont know how many months understanding you guys.

did you know how difficult it was to get myself accustomed with a huge family whom i found out i really loved?

did you know how difficult it was for me to settle down?

did you know how difficult it was for me to swallow seeing my bestfriend being doted by another friend and he returning it?

did you know how difficult it was for me to get used with having friends after being left alone for almost 7 months?

did you know how difficult it was for me to find out what is wrong with me?

it has been great fun yes. but when trouble appears you all scatter. why? dont. stick close. stay near. watch our backs. cover our weaknesses. WE ARE HUMANS after all did you all realise?

humans learn from mistake yes. but prevention is better then cure.

with a family this big. im sure this wont be the last tiff that we will have. but that is good. cause it'll make us stronger.

but you all seemed to be always complaining or maybe thats just how i look at it.

if we are meant to be. one day we all will be one again.

Deafening, keeping you from sleep

i long to find the messenger.
but ive got a long way to run




collective soul.. ahh.. such beauty their song. need to sober up.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

here i am. hoping you're by myside. then there's lovehunters.hahaha.

dang. hope i wont fall.








i said nonsense. dont listen to it.









no where near the truth.








like i always said. time will tell

Its cool to take these chances

embracing fall forever. im falling in your eyes.breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you and i, cant be without that scent its filling me with all you mean to me.

why does it seem that every road likes to wind up fast on him, she's all he wants.she's everything. she is all that he never had.