. Untimely Return .

its been months since i last blogged. have been quite busy of late. Lately just planned out nasir's 20th birthday.haha. all that effort was worth it. seeing him teary eyed was an aww moment. ahhaha. but the planning process was oh so mentally demanding. haha. pretty content with life. things could still change for the better. one thing at the time i always tell myself. oh oh. and things wouldn't be this good if not for her. weeeeeeeee. =) 

Police interview. uh huh. signing on for police. but the process it takes is very leceh. 3 interviews to attend. really hope i can get it. really hope. it will do me a world of good. for at least 5 years (:

hows things with me and my gf?

its been great. that's from my point of view though. even if we had alot of issues that we had to settle, ultimately we managed to handle it pretty well. almost immediately as a fact. it shows just how much we are willing to accommodate  each other. People would say if things dont go well in the beginning, it will never work. but not for me. the more problems you have in present, the less problems you have in the future. that is if the problems are each other's behaviour or what nots. you know. for bad habits and bad lifestyle will never be permanent if you set your heart to change for the better. thats why i chose to be with her even though my friends had question marks all about it. i know she's going to change. its for her own good, not mine. we just gotta be really patience and optimism. for they say patience is virtue and optimism brings you a long way. for now lets not care what the others say and have it our way k? our decisions in life should never be based on people's words but rather your own. never ever be influenced by your friends in making decisions that concerns yourself. you'll tend to regret it.

Been having this urge to write songs but just couldn't find the time and right thoughts to do it. need to write a song. miss writing them. ah. 

My family is planning to go to Turkey next year. was so excited in talking to them regarding the matter, then i realised FUCK i'll be in the service. argh. not fair. never mind. i can always look forward to the euro trip that me and eugene have planned since we were 18. hopefully it will happen. IT WILL.

oh. fasting month is coming! time to shed some pounds.hah.

GOODNIGHT people.