Saturday, November 22, 2008

.For now i atone.

wah the feeling is slowly sinking in. cheebye. im performing tomorrow. wearghh! scary! dah lah tadi jamming singing cock up.:(


baby love won't be able to see me perform. ): howells least she will see me perform at home club. weeeeeeeeee

i'm so damn freaking happy now when you're around. =) its like a feeling that i never have before. now that you're leaving for batam for 2 days i'll feel much voidness in me.=( come back soon and don't ever go away

.For now i atone.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

. A rush of blood to my head .

finally the feeling is sinking in. 


i am going to be performing as a band this 23rd and 28th! oh my fucking god! hahaha
its like a childhood dream about to come true. fuuuuuuuck. this way cool then getting laid the first time. serious.this is the epitome of stim. hahhaa. its like getting a hard-on on top of a hard-on.wah. when i was younger i would always daydream of myself standing in front of a huge ass crowd and singing my ass off. here i am about to relive my dream. how fucking cool is that. haha. arghhhhhhhh.

then the not so great thing. NS/CD is just round the corner. ergh. dammit. just have to steal my thunder. 

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

. Distant Cries .

i miss that girl like crazy. argh. come home quick please? and cure me of my illnesses. yesterday, barely 2 hours after she left, i felt the voidness of her not being here. sobs. then at night feeling all sick and weak knowing she can't talk to me all night sucked even more. my condition is just certainly not helping this situation.


baby. don't go holidays anymore k? i cannot take it. i need you. :(

and she wont be coming home till tomorrow!

sobs.

YOU. COME HOME. I NEED A HUG.


I MISS YOU SUHAIDA BTE SUHAIMI.

CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AND HUG YOU AND KISS YOU AND JUST STARE AT YOU THE WHOLE DAY.