. My Enigma .

ive got to deal with it she says.

help me out wont you?

chose me over him she says

love me then will you?

its always the same for me. i feel like giving up everything. every single thing that i desire. because it seems i can never seem to get it no matter how hard i try. ill always fall back down hard. i feel like giving you up. it seems i cant get you to loveme.it seems i cant give you what you need.it seems i falter at everything i do. it seems im not right for you. it seems hopeless to me.

but you know what made me do otherwise. its how much i care for you,how much i love you. that what made me stay and try really hard to make things work. if not we would never have had those conversations. if not i wouldnt be typing this. i spent every odd night lying on my bed thinking what i can do to make things work or where did i go wrong.all i ever think of now is you.i dont know what it takes for you to be sure again. sure what you're feeling towards me. ill do whatever it takes. but i need you to do the same for me too because we're in this together. i want you to find that feeling in you.i want you start asking yourselves questions. that feeling that has been eluding you for so long. so long you get lost.

lets start afresh baby. lets forget the past and think about tomorrow on what we can do to keep this alive. to write a beautiful story.lets not make things complicated anymore. let it just be us and only us.

. so dont go away say what you say, say that you'll stay, forever and a day in the time of our lives.cause i need more time. yes i need more time just to make things right.

remember that song?well it sure do strike alot of relevance to us dont it?

MY ENIGMA

hidden underneath me i see nothing

now shadow is my only friend

and fear becomes paranoia

come talk to me 

will you be

my enigma

the hidden truth wont be revealed

but i know our love was real

burn inside

im not losing you

im not losing you

crying inside

im not losing you

im not losing you

this incarceration,

these walls ive build around me

im tired of hoping.

this enigma is pinning me

did he whisper sweet nothings to you?

were you the reason for him to see tomorrow?

were you his enigma?

you're my only hope

lets start over again if we need to

because

chorus

lets start over

and make things right

i know we can

i know we will

chorus