. Hole in my Pocket .

 hello. its about time i set myself to update my blog. uh huh . over the past few weeks nothing much has changed. except that i had to make a key decision that will affect a major bit of my life. It provided me with a dilemma. one that i wished i didn't have. i had to decide on whether to sign on for a career with the police force for at least 5 years. to keep things short. in the end i did sign up. hopefully it gets approved. *fingers crossed*

life has still been rosy for me. syukur allhamdullilah. not considering the fact that financially wise i 'm  on the downside. ergh. its all because of my fine and the result of people not paying me back their debts. lesson to be learnt. don't borrow people large amount of money even if its your closest of friends for it will cause some tension and adversity just like mine. no matter how much i would like to ignore the fact that he seems to be avoiding the topic, the thing is i can't. not that i hate him. but more of disappointment. this is all about integrity and basic respect and responsibility. when you borrow someone else's money, you are responsible to pay him/her back. there's no need to let the other party know to pay you back right. so what does that say of you if you do otherwise. where's your integrity? its a total different complexion or rather situation if he/she offers to borrow you money. you get it right? but howells, i can wait. if i dont get it so be it. i'm not the kind that argues over money. easier said than done but i'm pretty sure i can do that.

aida.if you're reading this. loveyou! =)

loving every minute spent with you.

hope this will never change.

this is our fate, i'm yours.