. easy does it.

as day they passes, one by one they leave. soon it'll be my turn. gosh. just shows how fast time goes by nowadays. still can vividly remember the time when i imagine myself serving the nation. soon it'll turn reality. mentally maybe im prepared. physically, nah.haha. but what the heck. i'll still have to go through it. so why bother to complain right.

been in talks of wanting to go jamming. been really wanting to go jam. dah lama gila sey. then faheem brought up a conversation about his band writing new songs and they are looking for a vocalist. after knowing that i can actually sing(which im not that confident that i can really), he suggested that i try out for their band. honestly, it sent down the chills down my spine. my fucking god, its like a step closer to achieving my ambitions. listened to their songs but at first i was very reluctant for it sounded like those typical you know screaming shit and what not. but after talking to faheem about his ideal type of vocalist, i felt that well, i fit that picture quite well.haha.no screaming shit needed.nevertheless, those distortions may well pose a problem for me. not really a big fan of distortion. but i believe if they use it well,it will make the music sound better. i hope they do it the right way.well haikal. you gotta take it one step at the time and not be to over zealous. uh huh. this may mean nothing. but yet. im still considering the invite. flattering yes. stupid no. dont want to make a fool out of myself. so slowly lah k haikal. dont get too excited. 

THE HOME TEAM DROPPED ME A MESSAGE AND TOLD ME IM ENLISTED FOR THE PANEL INTERVIEW.ALLHAMDULLILAH. GOD PLEASE HELP ME DO WELL.