. Able to breathe .

Part I

my head was spinning which made it hurt

all i could hear was distant cries for help

tiny little voices that just couldnt be left unheard

but as i inch closer to its direction

i inched further away.

when i closed my eyes

everything around me started to spin even faster.

the voices grew louder.

my heartbeat became increasingly incessant

pounding my head

everything else was non existent

but in the midst of all these

i could see you in your pink dress.

there you stood

unlike any damsel in distress

you seemed headstrong

nothing could possibly go wrong

never in a predicament

always in agreement

always full of grace

never seemed out of place

gleefully smiling

oh so beckoning

never has it failed

to send shivers down my spine

her hair never seemed entwined 

purest amongst purity

sanest amongst sanity

Part II

i toiled in my semi-consciousness 

making my way to her

but everything was a blur

then i realized i've had too much to drink

too much to think

the straight line that i thought i was walking

i was in fact ignoring

then it seemed like my lungs shut down on me

i kept coughing until i was able to breathe

things started to grow dim

losing focus and feeling limp

the next memory i had

she was caressing my head

we were so close

i could see myself in her pupils

i could feel her breathing

her heartbeat pulsating

like a rhythm of sweet nothings 

her voice sounded so pleasing

it sounded like lullabies

hushing me to sleep

all gone were those cries

none for me to keep

could this be a figment of my imagination?

is this a hallucination?

all those thoughts were running wild like ones youth

but i didn't want to know the truth

hah. random or whaaaaaaaaaaaaat.bye